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New Blog

2009-10-18T11:54:00.002+08:00

www.peacedasteph.blogspot.com

relink mii...=)

bukit tinggi~

2009-09-22T15:01:00.025+08:00

This Hari Raya Hols..

Went to Bukit Tinggi near Genting..

Here is some photos to share..

On the way

The Berjaya Hill golf resort..

Feel like goin in^^

jk nia..

my cup of tea..

too bored while waiting 4 uncle Bok N uncle WS...

took this 4 fun~

Yuck! ants on the tiang~

Mii N mom rockin in the toilet...

wakakaka..xP

the Pineal on the field..=)

The bookworm KY's Holiday Revision!!

His account paper~

Ky's Phone~

Uncle WS's Ipod~

This bowling center really get mii mad!!

The machines were havin lotz of problem...

We wait 4 almost 1 hour 4 d game...

WTF!

Bfore Going to swim..

Ky N uncle Ws..

A daiB pic of mii..captured by KY..

Candid by Ky while im candid-ing him..

Candid by KY again...while i wak capturing the view of sunset~

Have euu ever seen such a big mimosa~??

the normal mimosa plant~

after morning walk~

Dad carry up a big stem on the field and this is 1 part of the view...

edited picha=current position..

2009-09-13T13:06:00.005+08:00

new edited pix.

2009-08-30T18:23:00.007+08:00

Once again picha editin..

weird..

memories on previous school.

xP

2009-08-27T17:12:00.002+08:00

Once again...a day...blek..xP

today...

wad a day...

a lame day...

nth to do...

watching...ZHONG Ji SAN GUO..

nice man...

damn sienz lorrrr.....

T.T

2009-08-26T09:50:00.002+08:00

现在到底是什么状况啊？~
我没有跟人讲话的自由哦?
难道我跟谁讲话要你管吗？
我真的是千古罪人啊！
如果我从未出现或许这一切都不会酱~
如果是我的错~对不起~

我没有利用你！
我认识他与你一点关系都没有！
第一，我没有利用你~但如果你认为我利用你的话。。就随便你怎样想。。我不能控制你！
第二，我跟你是好朋友！你为什么就是不明白！
现在我告诉你！
你不要去讨厌别人！讨厌我就好！他们都是无辜的！
他们跟我聊天也纯粹朋友之意~
算了~
我不想跟你吵~
你要当我是朋友就当~
不要也罢！
我投降！

一个义卖会就搞到酱~
真的是。。。
这一切都过的超快的~
真不晓得大家想什么~
一些一直不爽别人。。一些有扮伟大。。
把我让来让去。。
我不是东西啊！

我的生活现在一片混乱~ 真不明白要怎样继续活下去~ 这一路走来~ 我也累了~ 我很像休息休息~ 可是没想到刚停下来~ 就要开战了~ 现在的我只想和平~

我现在只想说~ 我不快乐~ 我恨我的生活~ 我恨那些是~ 我恨你们~ 我现在只想活在我一个人的世界里~

So...It end Here..

2009-08-16T18:13:00.004+08:00

Last monday..We broke of beacause of we dunn believe each other....

Its On 10 of August..

So its not a big deal to mii...

i wont feel bad duh...

its just the end of the love story...

make my life peace....

Its time to say....

BACK TO SINGLE!!!

Back from not posting..

2009-08-16T18:10:00.002+08:00

Long time dinn pose....

My life was like a mess...!!!

New edits^^

2009-07-11T23:10:00.006+08:00

shah alam

2009-07-11T22:55:00.013+08:00

The paintball mall

After returning the bicycles..

Shah Alam
Perfect day...

~End~

stress~

2009-06-21T15:19:00.004+08:00

last week....after golfin....took some pix...wif sis.....like *siao po*

Woopy...dis week damn lame...
WTF....cant go out on thurs till 21 aug~
Suck lo....
sad case....T.T

wads happening?

2009-06-13T21:00:00.002+08:00

到底发生了什么事？

今天他只在下午发了一封信息来而已~

晚上sms他也没回。。。

我好想念他~

我真的很担心~

我很害怕~

到底怎么了拉~

已经9点了拉~

我很害怕~

是我做错了什么吗？

还是我做了什么不好的事？

我流下了害怕的泪~

我仿佛好孤单~

我好像已经不是我了啦~

到底发生什么事？

这个时候~

我只想说~

年，

如果你不想我再shuffle..

我愿意放弃~

你不要丢下我好吗？

对不起~

淇只爱你~

淇不要年离开我任何一步~

淇以后会听年的话的~

是淇不乖啦~

对不起~

年~

我爱你！

Wads wrong to me???

2009-06-08T20:49:00.005+08:00

Dis morning....

my mom was rushing to out...bcoz she nid to bring the maid 4 fomema...

then she was not free to bring me for lunch....

so, i asked my aunt bring me to the seven eleven for some snacks~

then she keep on naggin on the car.....

WTF....

i almost smAck the door.....

i dinn argue wif her bcoz i listen to wad my mom to mie....

steph is so angry that time!

hate her!

then i stay at home alone..

feel free N peace~

nice~
then evening....

i told him about my fren asked me about joining his shuffle group...

then he asked me whr is d location...

i told him i dunno....bcoz the shuffle meetup will owiz change location....

thn he think about those....

after that my dad called back home and asked me abt something~

i damn bu shuang....

then i started to scold him....

after that....my dad scolded me....

I cried.....

i dunno why....

mayb becoz im too tired.....

MyNiceSpace.com

i cant afford so much of things....

im really fedup~

cann i giv up....

i dunn wanna live.....

my life sux!

hate myself~

once again-usin picnik~

2009-06-06T11:47:00.002+08:00

usin picnik agn^^

this pix seems to be weird....

mayb coz of..erm...long time dinn use =]..

chatted wif joohi juz now...

evrythin N everybd seems to be changin alot in CHS...

i wondered wad happened....

anyway....non of my bussines....unless the once were my frens....

wad a day that i feel kinda peace~

coz of nothing of nothing to do....

blek=P

mayb its fun to hate some1...

or mayb...its sad...

but i noticed that...its something bad to urself whn u hate some1....

but by right now.....

its time for studying guys~

cheer up...

nothing cann arrest the us....

Tagged by joohi~

2009-06-06T11:10:00.003+08:00

1)Besides ur lips,where is the favoarite spot to get kissed ?
[cheeks...mayb~]

2)How did u feel when u got up this morning ?
[tired...]

3)Whom is the last person/people u took a photo with ?
[my friend~ yesterday]

4)Would u consider urself spoiled ?
[erm....sometimes yes...hmmm...sometimes not..]

5)Will u ever donate blood ?
[ only when im brave enough to go for a blood test..^^]

6)Have u ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
[obviously..yeapp~]

7)Do u want someone to be dead ?
[mayb~or else the earth will burst out..cost of too much of too much of humans^^]

8)What does ur last text message say ?
[ask my bf to take medicine..]

9)What are u thinking bout right now ?
[erm....the luxuries lunch i hav yesterday^^]

10)Do u want someone to be with u right now ?
[right now? nope...it's peace to be at home myself~]

11)What was the time u went to bed last night ?
[12.40 am ~ 1am]

12)Where did u buy the tee u are wearing now ?
[ if im not mistaken..its from the bossini in sunway pyramid]

13)Is someone on ur mind right now ?
[yeapp.....him^^]

14)Who was the last person who text u ?
[him^^]

ten lucky people to do this tag
1=yilin
2=cheryl
3=jane
4=thepa
5=ying2
6=janice
7=chiyan
8=sze teng
9=tteng
10=cheng mun

15Who is 2 having a relationship with ?
[if im not miataken his kah soon...]

16)is no 3 a male or a female ?
[female...]

17)if number 7 and no 1 get together ,would it be a gud thing ?
[ they dunno each other at all~]

18)What is no1 studying ?
[ wads she's studying..? i've no idea..^^bcoz she's in a secondary school..not a university..]

19)When was the last time u chatted with them?
[erm....find out urself=]....]

20)Is no 4 single ?
[ i think so....]

21)Say something bout no2 ?
[ a prettty N nice friend..thats why she's a pretty nice fren^^]

22)what do ya tink bout no3 and no6 being together ?
[ i hav no idea...]

23)Describe sunthing bout no9.
[ a friend tat hav cute voice and cute lookin....btw she's sweet~]

24)what will u do if no 6 and no7 fight ?
[hmm... they dunno each other....i think they've no reason to fight....]

25)Do u like no8?
[yeapppp....=p]

Im done....=]

A day...

2009-06-03T16:03:00.006+08:00

blahh...blahh....

a boring day at home alone....

feel bored...

juz bcoz thr nothing to do.....

steph miss him...

hope i cann see him soon....

lurb him...

心里的感觉。。

2009-06-02T09:18:00.005+08:00

很开心第二个月了。。。

没得见面。。。没得聊电话。。

悲~

想念他。。还满苦的。。。

但。。。我还是非常爱他。。。

这几天。。。

我感觉我们好像淡掉了。。。

或许并没有。。

但。。因为这几天。。他不在我身边。。。

我都一直在乱想。。。

他好忙噢。。

不是帮爸工作。。就是去朋友家。。

不过我明白啦~假期嘛。。。

我不介意。。。

最近~大家都在闹分手。。

我真的很害怕他会离开。。

如果有一天他离开了我。。。

我相信我的世界一定黑白的。。。

没有任何的颜色。。没有任何的方向。。。

不过当真的有一个人能够让他更幸福快乐。。。

我~愿意退出。。

不过现在。。。

最重要的是他能够幸福快乐。。。

我只想说。。。

♥我爱林春年♥

期待明天~

2009-06-01T22:59:00.002+08:00

明天是我们的第二个月咯。。。。

好想念他噢。。。

两个星期不能见面。。。

悲~

不过我一样很爱很爱他。。。。

its time to tell show of my chinese。。 eventhough i failed it^^

2009-05-31T22:14:00.005+08:00

♥雨向我道别，太阳向我微笑，难道一切都过去了吗？♥

♥悲伤是快乐的来源吗? ♥

♥牺牲是一种幸福吗？♥

♥心碎了~可以补回吗？♥

♥泪已落了~难道可以收回吗？♥

♥当一切回到过去~我还是我吗？♥

♥道别和离去~可以不存在吗？♥

♥当快乐来敲门~我却想念那股悲伤~因为只有那一刻~我才可以留下真正的泪...♥

♥情场上~从来没有公平可言。。。而自私的人往往都是赢家。。。♥

♥放弃=自杀♥

♥不放弃你~只因为~我爱你。。。♥

♥无心的伤害使我心碎~♥

♥我的爱好是想念你♥

♥有缘~真的能相聚吗？♥

♥你没收了我的心~那我该如何爱你啊？♥

♥甜蜜的回忆~是你给我最好的礼物~♥

♥悲伤一定是痛苦的吗？♥

♥哭泣一定是伤心吗？♥

♥开心~一定快乐吗？♥

♥微笑是快乐的象征。。。♥

♥时间可以证明一切。。♥

♥时机过了。。后悔已来不及了~♥

♥决择~就像站在悬崖边。。很想跳下去。。。却害怕会后悔。。♥

♥你能给我一辈子的承诺吗？♥

♥泪水是我最珍贵的回忆。。♥

♥日出时~也就是悲伤的开始~♥

♥日落时~就是寂寞的开始~♥

♥想念~是一种无形的痛苦~♥

boo~its just wad i cann think about....just write these for fun^^

but its from my mind....

today~

2009-05-24T13:52:00.009+08:00

Da Porsche...muaxxx....love it!!!

saw mua dream car....after mountain climbing....
____________________________________________________________________
pix edited today....

happy forver~
believe that this is mmie???
same as previous post pix....
love it!!!do wad i like^^
i lurb euuu!!!!

Da weird day....

2009-05-23T12:38:00.003+08:00

19,May

the day bfore exam starts....we're supposed to study....but we started to chat.....
i forgotten what we've been chatting abt...but the only thing i remember is......
______________________________________________________________________ she(XXX) said that:
they still love each other....its impossible for nian to break of wif me suddenly....coz ppl may say he is a play boy~
nian primary pix on fs....the half of my heart is wif euu......
it means that another half of his heart is wif her.... ______________________________________________________________________
by that time im so mad....
my heart was break like i cant find the pieces back to paste them again......
that day....i ask hiim abt that...
he explain everything to mie....
but i dunno which to belive....
im not a super gurl....
i cant make my decition....
anyway....mayb its over...
i think i wont think abt that again....mayb....
AND...
wake up steph!
Its time to face the exam....
know that ur supposed to study themmm.....
concentrate on studies.....
GAMBATEH~

15 may 09, Friday....

2009-05-16T22:46:00.002+08:00

today take d...^^

Friday....mua bd.....
happy....
today im the duty monitor lo....
nid to work much...
But never mind lo...
After that...mua present....dinn bring home...
i brought 1 home only....hehe....
the most special d....
Nian gimme d lor....
Act im not really happy abt that...coz that day...before the second recess...
aiyo....the ming argue wif lin-g...
then i kena oso...
then after the second recess i wrote a letter to mao...
then ming explain to mie...
then we r fwens again...
but ming dunn like ling...coz he say she very "hiao"...
steph hate argue-ing...
i hope everybd will hav peace.... PEACE!!!

BD Kisses....hostel

2009-05-16T22:38:00.006+08:00

first month....

2009-05-03T11:32:00.000+08:00

May 2, the first month of our relationship...
Feel kinda happy....
coz the longest relationship i hav its only 3months...
hope it can be longer....
because i feel that its my true love...^^
i hope this relationship can remain as long as we cann....
because im really serious....

A day...feel free....

2009-05-03T11:07:00.000+08:00

Feel free today...
mayb its juz bcoz i told him wad do i think in my mind...
he told mie how he think too.....
i feel like he is the really one that i really love...
mayb its bcoz i din really love a person for such a long time...
by now i really understand wad is true love...
when u really love a person...euu wont love another person anymore....
bcoz euu appreciate the relationship between me N euu...
Feel stupid of wad i've did last time...
why do i pay such lame time on those immature game....
its just bcoz im playfull.....
but by now...i dunn feel like playing a fool on a relationship^^
because i understand wads true love....
Thanks to him...
Thats why i noe wads TRUE LOVE

...A picha of him..

2009-05-02T22:20:00.001+08:00

He's the one and only one i love....

da week im not at home~

2009-05-01T13:43:00.000+08:00

27/4/09
The 20 minits break~
I dunn understand why, why after he left,
i feel so scared i am afraid that i will lost him....
i am very series in this relationship...
i appreciate it....
i love it...
i am really afraid, i scared to lost him...
i love him, i care him...
beacause Qi ♥Nian is da truth....
The words i wrote in PMR class

~i paid my ♥ on him~
~i paid my time on him~
~Da true ♥ to him~
~Da true me to him~
~Da way he ♥~
~Is what i wan~
~my style of ♥~
~i ♥ him~
~Qi ♥ Nian~
~Is da truth~
~he's so my type~
~mua first kiss~
~to him~
~the way i feel~
~is just to ♥ him~
~forget about the bad things~
~just because ~
~I ♥ him~

Tomoro is school time....

2009-04-19T14:54:00.000+08:00

tonite im going back to school lo...
rest for a few days...
wonder how much work i dinn catch up....
a lazy mie will owiz create prob 4 mie...
understanding, "study N schooling" is not my type....
my fren hangquan.. stop schooling....
kinda sad....but he muz leave...
anyway...hope he will be happy...
now my studies.....wondering how can i continue it...
i hate going those wadeva PMR tuition...they sux!
the f*cking choir makes me mad,..... the songs they sing is weird...
why should they translate the english song to chinese?
isn't it lame?
are they brainless...
more N more things to think about....
i really dunno which 1 should i put it at the first...
if i think about more, i will be mad 1 day....
i really hate the f*cking choir...
i wanna go those society that dont have much activities...
everything oso minus mark....
im so panic...i hav no time to rest...
anyway.....calm steph....
nothing can arrest mie.....

Da sick steph~

2009-04-16T10:32:00.000+08:00

Din go school yesterday....sakit lo.....fever.....
headache.....
today oso dinn go school...
wann faint liao....
my hand N legs+whole body also soft soft d....
lazy go school....
frm morning till afternoon...
But the only thing that i wanna go school is bcoz i cann see him....
actually i wann go out wif him d....
but sick jor....cant go....
tmr he go EQ lo... 2 days cant see him....
dunno when wann go back to schooll....
coz my mom take MC for 3 days for mie....

EQ

2009-04-16T07:40:00.000+08:00

Last week, we went to the golf club at seremban for Junior Two EQ...
By the time we reach there, we start our class at the hall, then we have lunch...

The worse lunch i've eaten before

That night...we took some picha....(only some of da picha others will be upload to my fs soon)

Steph N jian Wen

Steph N tzin ee

Steph N qi en

Steph N richard

Steph N jie enn

steph N you le

My dream car~~

2009-04-05T17:43:00.000+08:00

Steph da dream car...
Da Porsche....
Its nice...
Sporty...
Fast....
My dream car~

Da mie....Da Steph~my new life from now...

2009-04-04T15:45:00.000+08:00

Da words on da pix....

The first day with him~
He is so my style~
I love him~
I am so happy with him...
He is the one i wann...
Thursday~He came to my class N ask me to cpl
i just ans:" o...o....o....".....lame la mie....
i dunn understand why lo...
but i love him~
He is so my type~...
I am series...i wonder is he series....
Friday~ Chinese speaking competition~
he came and see....but i make myself "xiasueh"...
nvm....
we hold hands in da classroom....(its juz the second day we cpl)

He drank wif my bottle...

my mind is control by him~

WAD A DAY~~

2009-03-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

A day....
A lame day...
A mad day.....

A day that i think of him
A day i love him till im gonna die....
A day that i live for him...

A day i sms him till he finish credit....
A day that he called me that his credit fin...
A day that i first tok to him.....

A day i do nothing....
A day that my heartbeat sooo fast.....
A day full of suprise....

A day that he ask me wad feeling do he gave mie...
A day that i dunn dare to tell him i love him....
A day that i feel like im so stupid.....

A day that i hope he will love mie.....
A day that I LOVE HIM~

The pix i took yesterday on car...
On the way to Genting~

Mua life in hostel...

2009-03-30T00:49:00.001+08:00

♥My life♥
♥table♥
♥Hostel♥

♥My life♥
♥bed♥
♥hostel♥

I fall in love on him...

2009-03-29T22:35:00.000+08:00

I dunno since when i start to love him...
I love him in no sign....
I dunn dare to look at him straightly....
He is so my type...
but he dunno i love him....
he told me that he like another gurl¬
T.T....
steph is so damn sad...
my heart broke when he tell mie that he like another gurl!!!
Steph is so mad....
Can he tell mie he love me???
My mind is all of him¬¬
Im so affraid to lost him!!!
i love him!!!!

I wont believe it anymore!!!

2009-03-15T20:06:00.000+08:00

The more i hope the more i lost.....
I hope to go out wif my fwens....They promised!!!
But they lie to me again!!
Since they dunn allowed me to do this do that, then i wont do what they call me to do anymore!!!
From now on, i wont be de gud gurl they hope to...
i will be as bad as i could...
If they dun allowed, why should they promise???
Im so fedup...
Being cheated once and once....
Im not a fool that they can control everything about me....
I hav my own freedom...
If u dunn like, i wont come home anymore...
i will just stay at the hostel everyday...
I dunn mind to share my secret with u all,
but why dont u help me??
when i need ur help, u just keep quiet...
Im really missing my direction!!!
since u hate me, why dont u just kill me???
why u bring me to this world??
i cant feel ur love!!!
U tell me u love me....i understand,...
but i feel like ur tourchering me...
can u make me free..
i feel free when im in school...
every thursday i can go out wif my frens...
i can do what i like to....
I wont believe what u all say anymore!!!!

oops...=p

2009-03-09T16:10:00.000+08:00

Long time din blog on....

damn lazy....

Exam is over...

My history get 56%

Geography get 68%

Maths 29.5%

Chinese 56%

science 44%

BM 61%

ENG 77%

wad a sad case.... i muz score better next time...

so i must study more N more....

Im nOT going to hide anymore....

my life now is not meaningless....

its full of colours....

I nid to buckup my results and not to be so over confident....

i wanna get all over 60 except for maths....

steph nids hardworking now....and i cant be lack of peace....

weirdo.....

so im not going to be dotted anymore....

i nid all de best on my results....

im attend all slots activities so increase my marks....muahahahahhahaha....

GAMBATEH~

i muz now start to study...hehex...

And mux be always happy.....wakakakaka...

Wad is my AIM???

2009-02-09T18:37:00.000+08:00

My life need me to choose yes or no...?
He or Him....?
This or That....?
Do or Dont...??
My life is stuck, being stuck for choosing...
I dunno wad to choose when im stuck...
The question are all unsolve...
all in my brain...
makes me so irritating...
Confuse being rounded by questions...
Somemore...Exam is Near...
OMG,...all chinese syllabus..
Steph is dying...
Really Dying...
Now my life is not peaceful anymore...
My chinese N maths SUX...
but it is the main subjects...
God bless...BM N ENG is also the main subjects...

Steph nids hard working...
Nids to study...
Steph nid....PEACE>>>=.=lll

新春庙会。。。

2009-01-31T21:45:00.000+08:00

那天是庙会日。。
朱好人来咯。

班上有档口。。。

吴冲是财神爷。。。

当天很开心。。

用福顺的电话拍了几张照。。。

电话主人~福顺

我和建文

我和家源

我和紫琳

我和庆祥

the thing that happened that day....~

2009-01-31T21:40:00.000+08:00

That day...
That day having diner with Kian Boon N Joan...eating chicken rice...
I cant cut the chicken so kian boon helped me...
then after diner....
we sat under a big tree with Hao yi...
then we chat, sing N dance thr...
suddenly A big bottle droped bhind of me... WTF...
then A hanger droped down from the boys hostel...
follow on...water dropped down...
WTF...
Then they told me is XXX did that bcoz he dunn wan me to be with those boys so much...
Damn angry...

New life, New Steph~

2009-01-31T21:23:00.000+08:00

Long time din update...
my gosh wad a new year...
this year kinda fun...but boring too...
i miss him so much...
1 whole week cant see him...
my gosh....
these days nothing to do,...
tomorrow must go back to hostel lo...
go back nid to pack things...
1 week not thr... sure very dirty d...
why so lame d..ar...
kinda...
but this school seems fun...
but i dunno wad will happen next time...
this school makes my time fully occupied....
every thursday can go out with my frens...
kinda fun...
everyday eat together...play together...
nice...

My Game..

2008-12-27T12:36:00.001+08:00

Wow...my game -CABAL..

I love this game..

Long time din play this game liao lo...Coz com gt lotz of trogen ...

By now i haven reformat my com...i can play this game liao...muahahahahahahaha...

This is my Main...

A blader.....

-xxCrystalAngelxx-

-lvl 157-

look at this im dancing with my fren Fallenstarxx..
like mad ...muahahahahahaha..

A day of nothing

2008-12-22T20:28:00.000+08:00

Today i've done nothing instead of watching movie...
I Fcking aunt nagg me like mad....she damn suck....
Should call her to Fck off...
Damn hate her....wadz this...
She taught she can call me to do anything?!
Shut Up la...
But i wont care wad u say de lar...
Don waste ur time scolding me....
I ate poridge..my favourite scallop porridge....
But i dont feel tasty...why?
i realy duno but nvm....
I need to cut my hair soon....
A new school makes New rules....
N today i've done nothing....
watching movie N online games only....
What A life....
I need peace....i really need it...

New In Blogspot

2008-12-22T20:10:00.000+08:00

A new me in a new bloging place...
I have no idea what to write but i will post everyday i think...
I don really like my life...
But i must still live...
Now i hope i can have peace...
thatz why its peace-lonely-ranger.blogspot.com...hehex...